Any way, all of this is even more significant because of the devotional I read yesterday morning before going into work. My sweet mother-in-law gifted me with a daily devotional for the new year that she specifically said would be good for me after what happened.
So here it is:
"Come to me, and rest in my loving presence. You know that this day will bring difficulties, and you are trying to think your way through those trials. As you anticipate what is ahead of you, you forgot that I am with you - now and always. Rehearsing your troubles results in experiencing them many times, whereas you are meant to go through them only when they actually occur. Do not multiply your suffering in this way! Instead, come to me, and relax in my peace. I will strengthen you and prepare you for this day, and transform your fear into confident trust." From: Jesus Calling. Enjoying Peace in His Presence by Sarah Young
This brought me so much comfort yesterday. How amazing that our Heavenly Father cares this much for us and wants to talk to us and help us.