Friday, March 27, 2009

Random Thoughts

Remembering March 5th was one of the scariest days. To see blood was horrifying. To think something was wrong with our little baby, to continue bleeding, for weeks. So much blood. Not knowing if it is going to stop, if baby is OK, if I'm OK, if I will need an emergency C- section, if we will have a preemie in the NICU. Things are 100% better now. I still have to keep my fear in check all the time and put my trust in Jesus Christ.

Is it crazy if we decide not to go back on birth control after our baby is born?

Please say prayers for Mr. Sean. He has been stressed out about the health of me and baby, having to leave us here, having so much responsibility that is usually stuff that I do and also juggling a very busy job. He is such a strong man. He doesn't realize how good of a job he is doing.

2 comments:

Becca said...

I JUST started back on the BC and was considering not going on it, but with our financial state i decided it was best to avoid any more kids for now. It's a hard decision to make though, but for us, it was better to be safe and not have any 'unexpected surprises' :)
We'll keep both you and Sean in our prayers as i can only imagine how hard all of this is for you guys.

Hettie Brewner said...

We had decided before we wouldn't get on BC again, but I dunno. We will be praying about it.

We are doing well - thanks for the prayers. We have been praying for you guys, too! :P