OK, I have to brag for a few minutes this morning. Hey, at least this will be my first optimistic post since all the other ones were fairly depressing and whiny. Any hoo, I have the best husband in the whole world. He has put up with so much of my crap. I won't even sit here and list all the things that he has forgiven me for or overlooked or had patience with about, but it has definitely been a long road for us, but we have been given so much peace and understanding lately. And hard to believe, did not think it was possible, but I think we are even more in love. I am so lucky to have such a wonderful man.
I above all thank God for him everyday, but I also want to thank myself for making the decision to stop taking Zoloft. Hey, I found me again! It has been a year and a half of me being lethargic, uninterested, unemotional (like months without crying compared to every 2 days before this whole mess), no sex drive and very much lacking in the conversation department. Not to mention the fact that I lost my loveyness towards him and was pretty much a bore to be around. So, now we are both off the antidepressant and anti anxiety meds and we are feeling great! Thank you hun for putting up with the personality I picked up while being on this stuff. I know I was quite hard to live with.
I will say it did get us through the really rough parts, but it was definitely time to ween off of 'em. It is nice to be able to keep my eyes open, to enjoy a good cry and to appreciate our closeness again.
You are my world, my life and I can't wait for everyday to spend with you! I appreciate every moment!
I love you forever baby!